Os results are tomorrow.

Mental breakdown. I’m not kidding. It’s the second time I’m taking Os. But I know I worked harder this time yet the results are really nerve wrecking. How? God, please help me through this. Amin.

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We will promise to update more soon but we’ve been rather busy and moody.

Cooling off periods usually make me miss you more. 
For this case, my love for you fading away fast.
You hit rock bottom, you’re not getting up.
Our relationship is shaky, you blame everything on me like im the one having all the problems when your own mind isn’t thinking straight. You’re confuse and contradicting, are you trying to make me confused as well?
I love you, i really do.
You don’t trust me, you don’t feel it.
You’re over confidence and now your insecure? make up your mind and stop being pitiful.
Sympathy doesn’t work on me unless you’re a homeless child. 

You shock me. 10mths gone by now, we might forget what we promise each other smth we made in 2009. I didn’t in the beginning, but you did. But now, when I forget, it’s you doing the first step. But I have to play with luck to see whether your reply me. 10mths of ‘part-time loving’ you. You amaze me, Andy. You ain’t bored after all. :)

I haven’t been talking to you for months and i got over it.
But somehow, we started talking yesterday again.
Picnic? it was your idea from the start, it was also your idea to cancel it. Now you’re telling me let’s have picnic? Ohgod cal, how can i believe you this time?
Yes, im told not to put too much hope into it but yknow it’s something that i can’t do, really. I’ve always treated you as a friend but you always break promises.
I still keep that long text you sent me a few months back and it sounded as if you’re not gonna talk to me again. while, look. I’m hoping that this outing is for real and not some crap you came out with to make me happy just to let me know that you are still alive.

I came across smth I nvr thought I would stumble upon. Listening to my heart that it’s fine, trusting my hands to know I won’t do stupid things. I saw smth I nvr thought I would know you had. I can’t believe my eyes that I stumble upon an old flame. That old flame who made me melt. That old flame who kiss me tenderly. That old flame who I texted daily. That old flame who confess so cutely. That old flame who broke my heart. That old flame who left me hanging by a thread. That old flame who says she’s sorry and I didn’t believe. I miss our friendship, Syaff Aurel. I really do.

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I adore this part so much.

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She’s back. Yes, my freaking asdghjkloiputyehwbdjfk Twin is back! That pantat is back from Aussie and I miss her freaking much. Better meet her soon. HAHA. I love you lah, Pantat. You’re the best. 5days felt like 5yrs. No one talk to me and no one to hear my secrets. ;/

I love you, pantat!

AUSTRALIA HERE I COME. ♥
I’m going away for about 5 days and i have no interne with me.
Gonna miss twin like hell, HAH. as we always says, 5days is lke 5 years manzx. She’s in zoo now dancing with baboons. HAHAHAHA.
Okay, twin take care okay, please don’t go kuku and do stupids things. :D
Love you babi! ♥

Twin! You’re going to leave in a day’s time. To Aussie. WHY MUST LEAVE ME!? Don’t you love me no more? HAHA. Ok I shall stop. I’ll miss you. Buy me back smth. OK? Heeee. Have a safe flight and take care of yourself there. Enjoy the rest and time there. When you come back, we meet up with superhuman family. OK? I love you so much, pantat. <3